In the mean time I have been fortunate enough to have both of my living grandparents buy me plane tickets to come see them. There is a high likelihood that this may be the last time I get to see either of them.
They are both on their last legs in their 80's and I am so deep in debt with my student loans that once I start working to pay them off I probably won't come up for air till next decade.
I must enjoy what I have while I have it. I am blessed in so many ways. I extend my thanks to everyone who has shown me their love an support on my journey.
